MJ, if only you could see the world celebrate your life

The memorial has ended. I’m sobbing so much I can’t even speak coherently.

The service was so moving. To watch people speak of his life and how much he meant to them; to watch the world cry for him; to watch the people everywhere hold hands together and sing together to ‘Heal the World’ and ‘We Are the World’ – you truly see how one man has affected the lives of many.

I absolutely teared up when Paris, Michael’s daughter, said “he was the best father you can imagine, and I want to say I love him” and started crying. It was so sad, omg. And also when everyone sang ‘Heal the World’, where everyone on the streets started singing and holding hands, it’s just overwhelming.

CNN just report that 8 million people around the globe watched the memorial.

I can’t stay long, because it’s 4AM now and I have to go to school in 3 hours.

I just wanna say: MJ has passed on, but through his music, his songs and his lyrics, and his dance, he will live on forever. I love you. <3

Staying up for MJ’s memorial

It’s a school night.

The memorial is from 1AM to 3AM (local Malaysian time).

I’m gonna be getting, like, only 3 hours of sleep?

I’m gonna be absolutely stoned and zombiefied in the morning. GOSH I HOPE I CAN WAKE UP IN TIME FOR SCHOOL. lol xD

I won’t be the only one sacrificing sleep – my MUET/English teacher is staying up to watch, too. :D She’s a huge MJ fan, even bigger than I am (she attended his ‘96 concert in Kuala Lumpur, yo!), and MJ’s death really is a big deal to her.

But seriously, I’m willing to forgo sleep. Just because I feel obliged to ‘bid farewell’ to this great man who brought so much joy during my childhood. ♥

When your teacher doesn’t enter class and you’re armed with a camera phone.

I had double-period Math today… and my teacher was absent! w00000000000t :D Yes, I hate Math that much aaaaand I don’t like the teacher any more than the subject. I’m studying PURE Mathematics, mind you, which is advanced math to the point of advance algebra/calculus, and causes much headache and insanity. And it doesn’t help that my teacher is… useless, for lack of a better term OTZ

So! I was bored. I was too restless to sit down like a good girl and do my homework. So I went around taking random pictures. XD

This, my friends, is my class of 8 students:

xDDDDDDD

Picspam timeeeeee!

YES, FORGIVE ME FOR BEING BORED. XD

All the scribblings/notes/randomness at the corner of the whiteboard – COURTESY OF THE CLASS MONITOR, yours truly ;DDDDD Because I’m excited about Bon Odori (guy in the whiteboard picture is, too, so I’m not the lonesome culprit!), I’m a hugehugehuge MJ fan, and I’m awesoooooooome. xDDDDD Onion-kun drawings aren’t mine though, but whiteboard guy’s. SO KAWAII, NE~ <3

Oh, and the ‘Man in the Mirror’ quote is my doing, too. IT QUALIFIES AS A PROVERB, YESH? BECAUSE IT’S VERY MEANINGFUL AND DEEP. ;D

Bwahahahaha I need to do this more. *cue ebil maniacally laughing*

ARASHI’S CRAZY MOON PV WAS ON *MTV*!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.

ARASHI WAS ON MTV.

CRAZY MOON PV WAS SHOWN ON MTV.

ARASHI WAS ON MTV !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DGLK3895;MDSDSKJGN872105;MSGLK;398 *INSERTS ENDLESS KEYBOARD SMASHING*

I’m in the middle of doing my homework now, so can’t talk much. I’LL COME BACK LATER AND CONTINUE MY FANGIRLING/SCREAMING/FLAILING.

[updated!]

OKAY. I’m not done with my homework… but what the hell. xD

Soooooooo yes… I FINALLY CAUGHT OUR STORMY BOYS ON TV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

It was absolutely WONDERFUL to see those boys on my TV screen once again. The last time their pretty faces graced my TV was when they performed Step and Go on Music Station, and that’s more than a year ago! I would’ve sobbed with tears of joy… if I weren’t screaming my butt off.

YES I WAS SCREAMING.

ALOUD.

UNASHAMEDLY.

UNABASHEDLY.

Y’know, the usual high-pitched glass-shattering fangirl shriek. ;D

I literally screamed and ran and bounced to the living room and stared at the TV screen for a few silent seconds, just to digest the fact that the boys really were on my TV screen, before more screaming and flailing ensued. Hell, I got my entire house in chaos! My brothers and sister ran downstairs (and upstairs, since my house is three-storey and the living room is on the 2nd floor xDDDDD), panicking and asking if we were being robbed. Once they saw Arashi they started yelling at me LOL xDDDD Then I called Nene to TURN ON THE TV NOOOOOOOOOW and then texted Kitty and Aki and Amnie and Joey and whoever I could think of just to let them know. YOU CAN’T BLAME ME I WAS THAT EXCITED~! ♥

Aaaaand I even recorded the AWESOME MOMENT:

YES. I DID RECORD THIS AS A SOUVENIR OF THE AWESOMENESS.
(forgive the crappiness – my phone’s video camera is crack T_T)

You can hear my mom and I chatting in the background, and the random shrieking here and there by yours truly ;D AND MOMMY SAID SHE LOVES CRAZY MOON!!! She commented that Arashi’s songs are still the best Japanese songs she’s ever heard~ ♥ and, she urged me to buy the All the Best! 1999-2009 compilation album just so she can play it on the stereo and listen to Arashi, LOOOOOOOOOL SO KAWAII~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ I love my mommy.

IN FACT. Right now as I’m writing this post, I’m playing Crazy Moon on loop because my mom requested it, so she can listen to it while she vacuums and mops. OMFGKFGKLNFHE89;NSGDSH ♥ I SWEAR MY MOM IS TURNING INTO A FANGIRL! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

(anyone wants to count how many hearts this post has? ;D)

So that’s all about my FANTASTIC MARVELOUS AMAZING AWESOME FIVE MINUTES OF JOY. The video on my phone is now a prized possession. I’ve shown the video a hundred times to my brothers, and in school today I showed the video to just about ANYBODY I talked to, and annoying them in the process. XD

I can’t help but feel so happy. So so so so so so so happy. I CAN DIE HAPPILY AND GO TO ARASHI HEAVEN NOW. <3

[PV] Arashi- Everything

A review-cum-flailing, as promised! :D

Okay, let’s try to this this thing as coherently as possible.

I
ARE
LOVIN’
THIS
SONG
SO VERY MUCH I WANNA CRY.
T_T

Where are those flowery bombastic ranges of vocabulary when you need them to describe just how beautiful this song is! I can’t think of any at the moment, wtf! xD I just don’t know why I love this song so much. It’s probably just me and my HUGE AFFINITY for this kind of nostalgic, happy/sad themed songs. I mean, Ashita no Kioku evokes the exact same emotions, but the theme in the music leans toward the border of sad and melancholic mood, while Everything is more happy and sweet and of course more energy, yet there is still a tinge of nostalgia that somehow brings a small reminiscing smile to your lips. And! More so that the setting in the PV is so beautiful~! <3 The gorgeous sunset, the calm sea, and a slow-mo shot of the boys walking down a street abreast and with the sunlight behind them. So much beauty and kakkoii-ness. So prettyyyyy.

I love Everything more than Ashita no Kioku now. Seriously. xDDDDDDD

2 things to note:

1. Matsujun, as usual, strutting his stuff like he owns the street-which-is-actually-a-runway-in-his-head at 1:03. <3
2. I absolutely can’t put off HOW MUCH I LOVE the Juntoshi duet in the bridge at 2:45 — I’ve always loved the harmony between Jun and Ohno’s voice, but you can’t ignore that they are actually hitting the notes to perfection, despite the swift rise and fall within an octave. And, Ohno’s voice is just… *sigh* <3 <3 <3

MY FAVOURITE SCREENCAPS!

Our boys, in the sunset, walking down a street, side by side, looking all kakkoii and hawt in their own way:

*le dramatic sigh of love*

I noticed Aiba has been getting more and more dashing these days, ne? With this most recent haircut:

I’ve been so out of date with my niban! T_T *hugs aiba baby*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand, no screencap mini-spam on MY BLOG is ever complete without:

Sho-chan my loveeeee~ I couldn’t resist capping this shot. He looks so genuinely happy that I almost felt like tearing up at such joy… and also because his face is so gaunt. He’s been losing all those chubbiness in his cheeks since working on Yattaman, my poor baby T______T

Download the single: [HERE]

When you are an Arashi fangirl AND an MJ fan…

Okay, let’s get straight to the point: Arashi fangirling has been almost totally pushed to the sidelines. I’m inclined towards getting back in touch with my girlhood idol fandom, Michael Jackson. These days I’m listening to his songs more than I do to Arashi’s (and getting nostalgic along the way as I reminisce my girlhood memories of idolising MJ and all those wonderful days of singing and dancing to his songs… few people truly understand how deep MJ goes in my heart). In fact, right at this moment I’m listening to MJ’s songs playing on the stereo upstairs — courtesy of my mom, who’s playing The Very Best of Michael Jackson album — and finding it hard to concentrate on writing this post! xD

Well, that’s just a random just-to-let-you-know :D

Seriously, it’s no biggie. I’m just saying the STORM in my heart is giving way for some MJ love at the moment. Give me 2 weeks and I’ll be fangirling Arashi the proper way once again xD

So, anyways! Let’s get to the point of my post. As always – whenever I’m MIA for some time, I’d compile all my updates/spazzing here into The List:

1) *leaves this space for infinite ranting about school and homework sucking her soul and how she’s getting only 3-5 hours of sleep each night*

2) A few of my teachers have been introduced to Arashi by yours truly ;D I showed them the pictures of Arashi I carry around in my clear folder… and after a few scrutinising stares and some comments here and there, they now think of me as a high-pitched squealing fangirl obsessed with Japanese boys which isn’t that far from the truth… xD

3) Let’s all support a petition for an official International Arashi Fanclub! It’s a petition founded by a Japanese fan (I really admire him/her for coming out and giving support for the mass of Arashi fans outside Japan <3) aimed at achieving 1000 signatures… AND IT HAS BEEN ACHIEVED! I think I am the 1,001st signature… KYAAAH~ Nevertheless, keep pouring in your support and bring more signatures! Hopefully the response will ACTUALLY prompt Johnny to create an international fanclub. It’s about time, ain’t it?! (thank youuuuuuu Kitty for notifying me – though I’m like 5 days late in reading your email, gomen xD)

4) ARASHI’S EVERYTHING SINGLE IS RELEASED TODAY! I admit I totally forgot until I saw a link to the PV posted onto my FB wall today (Thanks, Tsuki-chan! What would I do without your personal updates <3) *fails* OTZ. Can you believe the single is out of stock on almost every major online shopping sites?! I don’t remember having to fight for pre-orders back in my early fangirling days. Times have changed (which is of course good for Johnny’s bank account)! So to celebrate the event, I watched the PV. I have one word to describe it (as well as the song): loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooove. More reviews/spazzing/flailing in my next post :D

5) I just remembered this: my classmate owes me a drawing of chibi Arashi~! I saw her sketching chibi SuJu boys in her notebook today and I totally flailed and pleaded for an Arashi copy xD All I need to do is provide an Arashi photo. Anyone with recent Arashi photos to provide? Y’know, those with Aiba’s most recent fluffy haircut and Jun’s Smile ‘do *grins*

6) I’ve been bemoaned to about how Arashi’s All the Best! 1999-2009 compilation album had sold out within 24 hours of its pre-order release! ON EVERY ONLINE SHOPPING STORES SELLING IT! UH-MAY-ZEEENG. O_O Seriously, aside from the depressing fact that some people did not make it in time to pre-order a copy (Fatima and me included *sobz*), this proves that Arashi’s fandom has grown tremendously throughout the years. Such love T_T <3

7) GUESS WHAT?! MY SISTER IS BUYING THE COMPILATION ALBUM FOR ME!!!! KL;LMDFHN893HOJMS;LGNDSH FLAILFLAILFLAILFLAILFLAIIIIIIIIIIIIIL~ <3 <3 <3 It’s been aaaaaaaaaaages since I bought any ACTUAL Arashi CD — or any official goodies, for that matter — since the Truth/Kaze no Mukou E single I bought on YesAsia (and that’s like, almost a year ago O_O). I was moaning to my sister a few days ago about how I miss the anticipation of waiting for the arrival of my YesAsia packages (which were an absolute joyous part of my fangirling days), and how much I want to get Arashi’s compilation album because it’s their glorious 10th year and I want to celebrate it but I don’t have the money for it (seriously, I was ranting THAT much without realising it lol), and my sister suddenly went: “…how about an early birthday present from me?” dfklhndfoi8936′,smdhlkdshn <3 I love her and her awesomeness. I don’t effing care if I have to wait for months until the next stock arrives, as long as I can get my hands on a copy, I’ll be the HAPPIEST FANGIRL IN THE WORLD~ <3 <3 <3 *dances on rainbows*

8) Next weekend’s DaiCon – anyone going? Just so you know… THERE WILL BE AN ARASHI BOOTH. YES, AN ARASHI BOOTH AT AN ANIME CONVENTION. xDDDDDD I’m totally going just for that purpose, and I’m not even that much of an anime fan, that, aaaaaand my friend is manning the booth and I wanna help out. Just for the heck of it xD LET US ALL FLAIL AND BRING SOME J-POP LOVE TO THOSE ANIME OTAKUS!

9) The week AFTER DaiCon – Bon Odori festival! Yes, I am going. No, I don’t have a yukata to wear (sadly T_T). Yes, I want TO FLAIL WITH OTHER ARASHI FANGIRLS THERE~ xD

10) The whole point of no.8 and no.9 is to urge you guys to GO SUPPORT ARASHI AT THESE EVENTS. Even though Bon Odori doesn’t actually have anything to do with Arashi… xD

Well, that’s all I’ve got so far, can’t think of any more at the moment. Gawd, I can’t believe I spent 2 hours writing this post. My review for Everything will have to come tomorrow; I don’t think I can spare more of my precious time to do homework T_T

*moonwalks away*

Pelvis-thrusting and Crotch-grabbing, yo!

Doing our part, paying tribute to the King of Pop, Nene-chan and I went on a joint Michael Jackson music video-watching spree on YouTube ;D hence the highly sexily uncensored post title lol

Well, it started off innocently when we were both texting each other and lamenting about Michael Jackson’s untimely death, and thus reminiscing our young child-fangirling days of idolising the man and how his music played a huge role in our childhood (we both happened to be closet fans… such coincidence!) and one thing led to another… we hopped onto the computer and spammed each other on MSN while watching video after video of classic MJs on YouTube! Y’know, the incomparable awesomeness in the likes of Billie Jean, Beat It and Black or White. It don’t matter if you’re black or white~! ♫

Great times. I can’t believe I had forgotten how much I loved his songs. <3

So evidently, as true fangirls, Arashi would somehow or rather (and eventually, inevitably) come into the picture. xDDDDD First, Matsujun came into discussion (Michael Jackson = Matsumoto Jun = MJ initials… geddit? :D) since, well, he’s secretly a closet fanboy of Old MJ totally explains the upside-down MJ walk he performed for Yabai-Yabai-Yabai in TIME cons and we all know he’s cherishing his MJ figurine right now~ So! We found a video/song to pair him up with ;D

‘Remember the Time’

Because Matsujun is just as smooth and suave and oh-damnnnn-sexy-you’re-seduced. Dress him in MJ’s gold costume and you got a winner! Can you not imagine him seducing the Pharaoh’s Queen with the amount of gold and smirking and whispers of “Do you remember the time“?! *swoons*

Yes, other STORMY boys became victims of matchmaking, too!

Aiba is perfect with ‘Smooth Criminal’:

Yes, this is ridiculously random (MJ has no rainbow-filled songs, sorry). BUT! Replace bakawaii Aiba-chan with sexy, smooth, twinkled-eyed Aiba and you got yourself an irresistible smooth criminal doing a gravity-defying move <3

(btw – anyone remember the Sega games based on Smooth Criminal? You control MJ, and you manipulate the cops and criminals alike by dancing… and they dance along with you and start moonwalking xDDDDD

and JUST BECAUSE Sho-chan and Nino are our ichibans, they both are paired up with:

‘The Way You Make Me Feel’
[ watch the music video here~! because embedding is disabled, sadly ]
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
self-explanatory.
guy-chases-girl-relentlessly plot is absolutely fiiiiine with me when it comes to Sho-chan.
ESPECIALLY at 7:09-7:13 — OMFGISODONOTMINDSHOSEDUCINGMELIKETHAT KNFDG89-0U6;MDG;DSH <3

Aaaaaaand we saved our beloved Riida for last ;D

‘Thriller’

BECAUSE OHNO DESERVES THE MOST AWESOME DANCE IN THE HISTORY OF MUSIC VIDEOS EBAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAR.
w000t~
seriously, man. I would KILL to watch Ohno doing the Thriller dance. He would totally own it! (^o^)b

So that’s all. Our videos-watching spree was cut short since Nene had to go to bed… and we haven’t gone to the sad songs yet! We’re continuing tomorrow. I’d definitely be whipping out the tissue box for ‘Man In the Mirror’ and ‘I Just Can’t Stop Loving You’ :’(

R.I.P. Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett

to the man whose music I grew up listening to,

the man whom I idolised as a little girl,

the man whose CDs made up half of my parents’ CD collection,

the man whose songs are strong in my memory, as a child sitting in the car with the radio blaring out ‘Billie Jean’ and ‘The Way You Make Me Feel’ and ‘Man In The Mirror’,

the man whose music videos there is none I have not watched,

the man whose song ‘Thriller’ my brothers danced to when they were toddlers,

the man whose song ‘We Are The World’ I sang for choir in kindergarten,

the man whom I grew up to remember only the scandals and eccentricity and ridiculous plastic surgery,

the man whom we all ridiculed and made fun of:

Today is the day when all flaws are forgotten, and Michael Jackson is remembered only as the legendary singer and performer. Today is the day that I realised I have forgotten how much of a big part MJ was in my childhood life. May he rest in peace.

As much as MJ was a part of my childhood, Farrah Fawcett was in my parents’. MJ’s music to me as a child is Farrah’s weekly TV shows and movies to my parents as teenagers. May her soul rest in peace.

Sho-chan got a new haircut!

MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII. MAXIMUM KAWAII. MAXIMUM KAKKOII.

I totally dig this simple, clean-cut hairstyle – it fits his whole newscaster look! XD I’ve always preferred short, simple hairstyles like this on Sho-chan, though I don’t mind it longer~ In fact, I take that back. I DON’T MIND ANY HAIRSTYLE ON HIM BECAUSE HE IS MY BELOVED HUBBY~ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Khimmy sent me the picture while I was idling around Facebook a moment ago. I started spazzing and drooling and fangirling and I started sending the pic to almost every fangirl I know on FB looool xDDDDDDD

BTW – speaking of Facebook. I’m so happy to have received so many friend requests from some of you (you know who you are ;D)! Like I always say, it’s always GREAT to meet new fangirls and flail with them. ♥ Also, I don’t narrow down friend requests to just Facebook. Add me away on Windows Live Messenger! Whether or not you have FB. XD

One thing though – when you add me, can you please leave a short message stating that you added me from my blog (or just a simple note saying you’re a fan of Arashi)? I never approve friend requests from people I don’t know at all and don’t even leave a message when they add me. I’m instinctively suspicious of strangers (okay fine, so I’m anti-social xD), so yeah, bite me!

Damn, I’ve spent like 45 minutes on the computer now. Just by flailing over Sho’s new haircut! My original time allocation for computer was 10 minutes LOL XD that’s what fangirling does to me: draaaaawwww me away from my moutainous pile of homework!

I… hate school camps.

So… here’s my update since disappearing after Nino’s birthday xD because I had been suffering in absence of any fangirling! T_T -

Thursday
– did homework from 4pm to 12:30am. My eyes almost bled! Slept for 5 hours.

Friday
– School in the morning, camp in the night.
– The camp/programme/thing is a leadership development camp for Lower Form 6 students, organised by Upper Form 6 students.
– THE NIGHT ACTIVITIES SUCKED. IT WAS EXTREMELY DISORGANISED, MESSY, WE WERE THROWN VULGAR WORDS AT (just because we’re a misbehaving bunch of misfits who can be extremely noisy at times, sheeeeesh), and just plain stupid. There weren’t even any motivational purposes in the activites.
– Activites went on till 2:30AM, which is positively illegal!
– *inserts more incoherent rant*

Saturday
– woke up at 5am after 2 hours of sleep.
– almost fell asleep while brushing my teeth (lol XD)
– breakfast was so so so so so so sad. Mee goreng with LOTS of pepper and LOTS of MSG. I think my cholesterol level just shot through the roof that day.
– activities = –108238 rating.
– 2 good things that came out of the camp that day: the leading-your-blindfolded-friend game (I was blindfolded and my friend Rachel brought me through a course where I climbed on chairs and tables and crawled under tables and slide my way out of a narrow makeshift tunnel like a snake xDDDDDD) and the egg experiment, involving building an egg protection device that is secure and experimenting it by throwing it off a 3-storey bulding lol xD).

Sunday (yesterday)
– slept for 14 hours straight. D:
– WOKE UP WITH STIFF MUSCLES. I could not even lift my hand up to brush my teeth, or even shampoo my hair.
– but nevertheless enjoyed Father’s Day dinner. I LOVE YOU DADDY <3

And! I did not forget to let out the inner fangirl during camping :D Here issssss:

My nametag:

xDDDDDDDD

My friend Nicole’s shoes OMGGGGG!

In SHO’S COLOUR! <3 <3 <3
it’s the camera’s quality making it look pink… but it’s definitely RED! ;D
Gawd I flailed so much when I saw it… that my friends thought I was going mad. I don’t deny it xD

And of course, not forgetting the group shot:

Spot me with the black/orange glasses and wearing a black tee ;D

If you’d like, you can view more photos from my camp here on my Facebook photo album. There’s nothing really prominent or spectacular, just random photos taken during our breaks in-between activities xD If only I had taken pictures of the camp activities just to show you how lame they were. Oh well :/

Ah! Now that Facebook is mentioned… Any fangirls who have Facebook accounts – ADD ME! *advertises self* xD I normally don’t add random people I don’t know (why be friends with strangers you don’t even talk to? D:), but as long as we share the common love for the STORMY BOYS, and you don’t mind randomness and occasional hardcore fangirling, then you’re welcome to add me away! The more fangirls on FB the merrier~ You can get my e-mail from the sidebar :D

Well, that’s all for my RL rant! Now that I’ve cleared and moderated all comments on this blog and unread emails in my inbox and weird notifications on my FB (which have accumulated over the past 5 days and took me ALL MORNING to clear up T_T), I’m off to do my homework now. I sure hoooooooope I have enough time later to fangirl. I NEED FANGIRLING!

Happy birthday, Nino-chan!

HAPPY TURNING 17 YEARS OLD 25 YEARS OLD 26 YEARS OLD, YOU SEXY OHNO-HUBBY! <3
(EDIT: I can’t believe I mistook Nino as an ‘84 baby! It was only in Biology class today that my brain hit off. I totally forgot that he turned 26 years old yesterday and NOT 25 . I SO FAILLL OTZ
Well it makes no difference. Nino is forever 17 to me! :D :D :D)

You’re adorable, kakkoii, sadistic, sexy, talented, a tease (see: Gimmick Game concert performance), Ohno’s legit husband, evil, a bully, an otaku, a gaming addict, a perve, full of depth, baka, squeaky-voiced, suave, gorgeous, did-i-mention-sadistic?, thoughful, amazing, infectious, and above all, just the Nino we love. <3

I’m sorry I don’t have much to contribute to the celebration, since I’m busy with school :/

BUT! I did do a sort of celebration while in school today…

A little doodling in my notebook…

(forgive the blurry image – my phone hates close-up shots)

And a little doodling on the whiteboard…

(yes the missing ‘e’ in June is intentional XDDDD)

As I wrote the words down on the board, one guy in my class was like, “Whose birthday is it?” and I went, “O___O OMG YOU ISH CAN SPEAK NIHONGO YES?!?!?!??!!” so it turns out he took a few Japanese classes in his secondary school and he can read hiragana but not katakana lol XD And someone thought I was Japanese! I WISH.

I totally love my influence/power as class monitor. I get to do what I want (doodle Arashi love notes on the board and the teachers won’t know what it means XD) and say what I want (I did a small introduction on Arashi for my class today bwahahaha~).

Aside from that, there is a teensy weensy birthday present from me: a Nino birthday one-shot! It’s short and so full of crack. <3 It’s called ‘Birthday Party Gone Wild‘ – a randomly conjured title, so don’t ask how wild Nino gets xDDDD

Go read the fanfiction heeeere~ Douzo!

So, guys, how did you celebrate Nino’s birthday, virtually and in RL? xD

Just posted up Part 5!

I didn’t post it up yesterday because… well, I was having a severe lapse of I’m-Too-Insecure-About-My-Writing moodiness. I actually had a strong urge to just rewrite everything because I thought it wasn’t ‘perfect’. I can’t help that I’m too overly precocious that I get OCD :/

I’m still midway through editing Part 6, but I’ve published Part 5 as starters (:

HEAVEN’S WIND
an Ohno Satoshi fanfiction

Rating: T
Genre: Historical romance
Banner: Lord Ohno Satoshi and Kikuchi Aki (modeled by Toda Erika)
Summary: When Aki arrives at the Imperial Heian Palace as a new lady-in-waiting in service to the Empress, she is filled with indescribable anticipation and anxiety, knowing a new chapter in her life will begin. What she knows not… is that her life will change completely, and it begins with a chance meeting with a mysterious man on the stone wall.

Part Five
[preview]

“As always, your words of praises flatter me,” she laughed, her voice ringing out like soft chiming bells. Almost by instinct, she rubbed her belly. “Are you here to see my husband?”

Lord Ohno nodded. “Yes. Do you happen to—”

“Oh-chan!”

Link to the chapter HERE
<3

OMFG ARASHI WAS ON CHANNEL V.

SERIOUS. NO JOKE.

As according to Eseru, Arashi’s Believe PV was shown on Channel [V] a few days ago.

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*adds more incoherent spazzing*

WTF I KNOW. I’VE BEEN STALKING MTV’S JK HITS PROGRAMME (half-hour show of Japanese/Korean pop) UNFAILINGLY FOR MONTHS AND I HAVEN’T COME ACROSS ARASHI! T___________T

And Animax just had to axe Music Station from their weekly airings :/

Ohhh Eseru, what luck you have. To get to watch Sho-chan and his smexy-uhmayzeeng-hawt Sakurap on your TV screen <3

Alright, I’m off to bed now. School starts tomorrow T_T *miserable Tashii* Oyasumi nasai! Or, as my friends and I put it: OHMIYASHOMATSUNASAIBAAAAAA~~~~ xDDDDDDDD

My story-editing pow-wah! ;D

Wow, I’m soooo amazed to see a sudden incoming splurge of comments over the weekend! And for the past few days I had been thinking about how lonely and quiet my blog has been xD I love you guys. I’m gonna take my time to read them later <3

So, it turns out that I took longer than I expected to edit Part 5 and Part 6. It seems that the 8,000+ words spawned from Friday night’s/Saturday morning’s manic writing were also incredibly messy and sometimes incoherent, lol. I would show you guys the first draft… but I’m too embarrassed! That’s what I get for downing 4 full mugs of coffee within the span of 10 hours. xDDDD So after spending most of last night and today editing both chapters, sadly I’m still not done yet. I was hoping to post it up today, since I promised a reader (Kitty~) that I would complete Part 5&6 and publish them before I return to school tomorrow T_T

So for today, let me entertain you with some random pictures I took on Friday (and didn’t manage to blog about it due to… circumstances. *manic midnight writing* XD):

I made pancakes for breakfast that morning… and this one was PERFECT. Kyaah~ <3

My mom and I bought take-away Japanese food for dinner, and this is Yaki Onigiri which was MAXIMUM UMAI~ and it came with a piece of daikon! xD

HEART-SHAPED KOROKKE. OMG. <3

Aaaaaand my dog Tinkles, who had a bath. His fur is now sleek and gorgeous and fluffy. <3

I’ll try my best to finish up the editing work and publish the final chapters tomorrow! Trust me, I am JUST AS EXCITED to post them up and let you guys read. <3

I feel so dead. AND EXHILARATED. but dead. YET EXHILARATED!

HOHMIGAWDYOUWOULDNOTBELIEVEIT.

It is currently 11:03AM. AND I HAVE BEEN UP ALL NIGHT! Aaaaaaaaaaalllll night, my friends, writing up the final two chapters of my historical romance genre Arashi fanfiction, Heaven’s Wind.

Yup, I’ve been writing, NONSTOP, from 12:30AM to 10:30AM.

Of course, with the occasional toilet break, coffee break, sushi break. XD

I am soooooooooooooo proud to say that I COMPLETED THE STORY. YES, I FINALLY FINISHED A STORY! IT IS AN ACCOMPLISHMENT THAT I ACTUALLY VERY, VERY, VEERRRRYYY RARELY ACCOMPLISH. OH GAWD I MAY JUST CRY FROM JOY, IT’S THAT MUCH OF AN ACCOMPLISHMENT.

It’s almost 16 pages (Verdana size 10, yeah!) long, with over 10,000 words written, originally planned for only one chapter, but it’s so freakin’ lengthy I had to split it into two. Seriously, and here I thought I was having writer’s block.

My method to stay awake this time is by drinking gallons of brute black coffee, to stay alert, and I had sushi from dinner’s leftovers as the source of energy! Y’know, rice = carbohydrate = energy. It actually works D: It’s pretty ingenious, if I may say so, but yeah excuse the narcissism (i think i spelt that right. hmmm, i can’t really be bothered to spell check) ;D ;D ;D

Anyways I feel like I’m gonna drop dead soon (ran out of sushi, so i’m functioning wholly on caffeine only), but i’m still so exhilarated (hence the post title – excitement + caffeine = woah crack.)! So happy. Sososososo happy. So incredifuckingbly happy. T_T

Now I’m just gonna have to edit the chapters before i post it up (: That is, after I have my sleep of a million hours thank you! See you guys in a bit!

[EDIT]: I forgot to add – before I went on the crazed writing spree, I completed my holiday homework. TASHII FINISHING HER HOMEWORK ON FRIDAY NIGHT AND NOT SUNDAY NIGHT AND BEATING THE EVIL DEMONDS CALLED PROCRASTINATION! That, and COMPLETING A STORY. double w00000000000000000000000t. Damn I’m on a roll!

Okay seriously, I’m gonna go sleep before I start drooling on my dad’s laptop. Back innn… 12 hours! XD